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[intense ethereal wooshing]
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!!!
02:07
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all my friends are taking trips around the world
im just slipping backwards into my own skull
i cant tell what it means
when life moves so quickly
that i cant even see
where i am meant to be
without you next to me
i think im gonna scream
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254
05:32
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i have all this fear that i cannot explain
but its hard to get bad thoughts out of my brain
i cant help but feel like theres nothing to say
it starts making sense by the end of the day
but clarity's something i cant always take
so now im just stuck here trying to save face
and so i wont wait
ill try to speak
loud enough for you to hear me
and i wont leave
before i can tell you im sorry
cuz ill never be
the things that you expected from me
i wish you could see what
this has been like for me
this is life for me
i spent a whole year feeling bad for myself
i let my own headspace turn into pure hell
and its getting kinda hard, not sure if you can tell
but its there every moment that i am awake
the world outside my door feels like outerspace
but ill just keep drifting wherever it takes
because i wont break
...
i have all this fear that i cannot explain
but its hard to get bad thoughts out of my brain
i cant help but feel i have something to say
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blunt force trauma
04:46
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sometimes the world feels so small
sometimes that means nothing at all
sometimes i break down on my own
sometimes i forget what its like to not be alone
sometimes i see it in myself
sometimes i forget youre somewhere else (and someone else)
sometimes i run into a brick wall
sometimes i stay up all night
waiting for you to call
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drifting
06:31
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is it getting too late
for you to come outside
it hasnt rained in months
im sure well be just fine
under the open sky
where we both realigned
you didnt say a word
until we said goodbye
is it getting too hard
for you to close your eyes
you didnt think i heard
you crying from outside
i didnt say a word
thought you would realize
and then i understood
the way you felt last time
you remember the heartbreak
the times you fell in love
it wasnt a mistake
but it wasnt what you were dreaming of
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time is fake
06:26
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woke up in a pool of sweat
thoughts were racing through my head
what the fuck did i forget
last night
cant remember what was said
that would fill me with this dread
didnt think that i'd get left behind
last time i let my guard down
it led me down this road
i dont know where its going but
im not on it alone
last time i sat in traffic
for hours at a time
i just stared out the window
and watched life pass me by
i couldnt understand it
at least not at the time
you use the word depression
i called it losing my mind
it kept me down for a while
but now im taking it in stride
theres still not much i understand
but at least now i know why
so all that we can do is hold on hope
open up our eyes and just say no
promise not to ever get that low
never waste another year
all that we can do is hold on hope
open up our minds and just let go
cuz i dont think that we could ever know
what the hell we're doing here
and i see the light begin to shine in your eyes
and i recognize that i cant wait one more night
to get this right
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