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drifting

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1.
[intense ethereal wooshing]
2.
!!! 02:07
all my friends are taking trips around the world im just slipping backwards into my own skull i cant tell what it means when life moves so quickly that i cant even see where i am meant to be without you next to me i think im gonna scream
3.
254 05:32
i have all this fear that i cannot explain but its hard to get bad thoughts out of my brain i cant help but feel like theres nothing to say it starts making sense by the end of the day but clarity's something i cant always take so now im just stuck here trying to save face and so i wont wait ill try to speak loud enough for you to hear me and i wont leave before i can tell you im sorry cuz ill never be the things that you expected from me i wish you could see what this has been like for me this is life for me i spent a whole year feeling bad for myself i let my own headspace turn into pure hell and its getting kinda hard, not sure if you can tell but its there every moment that i am awake the world outside my door feels like outerspace but ill just keep drifting wherever it takes because i wont break ... i have all this fear that i cannot explain but its hard to get bad thoughts out of my brain i cant help but feel i have something to say
4.
sometimes the world feels so small sometimes that means nothing at all sometimes i break down on my own sometimes i forget what its like to not be alone sometimes i see it in myself sometimes i forget youre somewhere else (and someone else) sometimes i run into a brick wall sometimes i stay up all night waiting for you to call
5.
drifting 06:31
is it getting too late for you to come outside it hasnt rained in months im sure well be just fine under the open sky where we both realigned you didnt say a word until we said goodbye is it getting too hard for you to close your eyes you didnt think i heard you crying from outside i didnt say a word thought you would realize and then i understood the way you felt last time you remember the heartbreak the times you fell in love it wasnt a mistake but it wasnt what you were dreaming of
6.
time is fake 06:26
woke up in a pool of sweat thoughts were racing through my head what the fuck did i forget last night cant remember what was said that would fill me with this dread didnt think that i'd get left behind last time i let my guard down it led me down this road i dont know where its going but im not on it alone last time i sat in traffic for hours at a time i just stared out the window and watched life pass me by i couldnt understand it at least not at the time you use the word depression i called it losing my mind it kept me down for a while but now im taking it in stride theres still not much i understand but at least now i know why so all that we can do is hold on hope open up our eyes and just say no promise not to ever get that low never waste another year all that we can do is hold on hope open up our minds and just let go cuz i dont think that we could ever know what the hell we're doing here and i see the light begin to shine in your eyes and i recognize that i cant wait one more night to get this right

about

recorded in various boston and long island bedrooms between may 2019 and february 2020. when i made it i was depressed in one way and now im depressed in a different way. it was supposed to come out a lot sooner than it did but then many things happened and it didnt but here it is.

there are many people who this wouldn't have been possible without, but huge shoutouts and endless gratitude to jordan c weinstock and joseph rudy for their undying support and encouragement of me and of this project.

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released October 2, 2020

guitars/bass/drums/vox/synths/audacity wizardry - anthony graffigna
additional vocals - joseph rudy, jordan c weinstock, mahesh challapali, shravan challapali

artwork - @AndromedaBot on twitter

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